Appearance VS Reality

Okay so Today my post will be on what people put out and what they actually fucking mean.
Those are two very different things.
For me, I apparently wear a mask to hide my true feelings about my dad. And Hey, i Couldn't disagree and argue with that statement. As it came from a psychologist and it wouldn't be exactly etiquette to fight with your psycho but also because if i had to show my true self 24/7, you would see a lot more than just this. You would see 10x's more anger, 10x's more tears and 10x's different than the person you know me to be.
And why not??
Going through things like this can change a person. It can go either way.
You can be:
Daddy's Little Angel
Or
Daddy's Like Devil.

BOOM i just quoted Desperate Housewives
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Anyways, Getting back to my main topic.
I have realized going through hard times, there are people that will always be there for you, no matter what. Then you will have people that will be there in portions. But mostly you get those people who think they are there but truly they just wanna be in the loop.
Finding out the truth is hard but the truth is a hundred times better to hear. Lies are never something a person wants to go through.
I won't lie. I used to be one of those who sat there and judged people. Hey, who doesnt sit on the side of the table where u can see everyone and hear them. Lets be serious. We all do it but since I got a new group of friends, i no longer have the need to sit there and judge people. No need to be harsh. No need to prove myself to anyone else. Your friends define you. Your friends are the people who will stop you from doing the bad things and help you through everything.
As Cliche as that is, its 100% true. Life happens. Life is inevitable. You just got to go along for the ride.

Next Topic: Boys.
Why don't boys just say it like it is. Why cant them boys be for realz??
Kiddin.
But seriously, why do boys make things so much more complicated than it has to be?
Making a girl sit around waiting for you to make your mind up because you indecisive isnt working out.
I might be generalizing here.
But don't tell me u don't want anything to happen.
Then try get something.
The fuck.
What the Actual Fuck.

As an added extra.
I just need to say.
I hate Great Gatsby.
I don't even know the difference between Nick, Tom, Billy, Joe, Myrtle, Gatsby, Daisy and whoever else.
All i know is that one of those people are suspected to be gay.
Exam Question:
1. Who is Nick?
My Answer:
The gay guy!!
2. Who is Tom?
My Answer:
Wait... isn't he the gay guy??
3. Who is Gatsby?
My Answer:
He is friends with that gay guy... Right?

Thanks Ms Morris for increasing my Education further =)

Just Kidddddding


Not really..