Losing People You Love

Im Sure there are many people out there that have lost many friends or family. I don't mean like Death losing but say you had a really good friend that you are now no longer friends with. That person you thought you could trust but now that you look back, you could never ever trust them because they let you down. It may even be the other way around. You may of disappointed a friend and lost them.
Doesn't really matter because whether you meant to do it or not, that person was still probably a very important person in your life. It probably hurt like hell losing that person.
Promises.. Shoo the bad experiences I've had with this. Im sure many of you reading this post have had many promises made and broken. Many promises you still keeping and holding. Promises are the things that show that you mean a lot to that person. You are willing to tell that person what's going on and knowing that they won't break the promise or back stab you. 80% of the time, people have told your secret. I have hardly any secrets anymore because people seem to like to talk about other people lives but shame for you really. I have a very interesting life and I don't need to get into yours to make it more exciting. 
I won't lie, I've broken people's promises, I've lost some very good people in my life and I'm not proud of any of it but I've gotten a lot better at it. Some people may not think so, people still to this day walk out of my life and They may have better people in their life so they don't need me and I'm fine with that. As long as they happy with the new people and things are amazing then I really don't mind. I'm used to it. I'm not offended. I'm actually happy for you =)


We all want to be those popular people that get invited everywhere and have some many friends and I really don't get why. Those people? They are horrible people 90% of the time. They are bullies 90% of the time. They don't care about anyone else but themselves. They party because thats all they have. You just a little different? Sorry you are just some loser that no one cares about. I can tell you now that half the people they such good friends with?? They aren't good friends. they hardly even talk. I have more good friends than they do. All Those guys they go through?? I could date a guy for a week and still have a much longer and more dedicated relationship. You aren't popular?? You aren't missing out. All the popular people talk about each other behind each others backs. They don't care about you. They just like your alcohol or your dress code. 


Those loud people who embarrass you all the time?? Those people who pretend to be your friend but actually they aren't even close?? Those people who want to be invited to everything but won't invite you and wont make an effort?? you know those people who use you?? those people you gotta be there for but fuck you when you need help??
Those people arent worth your time. They not worth much at all in your life. Im sure there are plenty people who want to be friends with you. people who will ALWAYS be there for you. People who will fight for you. Who will make an effort with you and support you. You dont need them anymore. Its hard to not be the popular person but we all are better off.
Cause we cooler than them bitches =D 
haha ANYWAYS


I'm off to watch 10000090932832724389 videos my sister gave me =) So damn excited.
See what you can without a party ;)